Down to 5 pills left!

[russ518]

hello........i am new to the forum here........hopin it will help me this time!!
been weenin for the last few days.....used to take 10-15 vic es now in a matter of days.......I am down to 2-3 a day and I have about another day oainr so before it really hits me!.I am scared, but in a way.am determined!.........
I want the clear head I had the last time I got off of them!....hopin this forum will help and provide support so that I don't relapse!........
I am becomin depressed but I am trying to stay positive and focus on the goal here!.......getting through the withdrawls!!......I know they are comin once I take the last half of the last vicodin!!.......please keep me in your prayers!......................................and I am here for anyone goin through the same thing and need somebody to talk to!...................thanks

[russ518]

down to one now and breakin off lil pieces!......I am feelin it hard as I was eating 10-15 vic es a day!.........i know I have to stop this or I will die eventually..if not od then liver damage!........I have been on them pretty solid for around 3 years.........starting with knee surg.

then it all got way out of control........I called out sick with the flu but don't know wether I really want to go back to that job!.....lots of stress there!!
I am worried about money but for now I am just worried about saving my own life!..........I can't go back this time!........:(

[tarahopkins777@msn.com]

Hi honey just wanted to check on you today. How are you, I to am addicted to pain pills and I hate every minute. I started 6 years ago after surgery. I have tried twice to get off but gets so scared I go back on them. I pray today that you make it and get out of this hell we call addiction. Please let me know how you are doing.:)