sarahdoll
05-09-2008, 02:39 PM
i used cocaine for several months..i'd say at least 8, almost everyday since christmas, as well as my boyfriend because he sold (we never spent money on it, way too expensive.)
the whole time i did it, i didn't HAVE to do it. i wanted to do it, and i did cause it was there but i never craved the drug or thought it was the greatest thing around, nor did my boyfriend and friends who did it with us. (and if you're questioning the quality, don't. we got good stuff.)
so we couldn't help but question the addictive nature of this drug that people are so afraid of.
we stopped (stopped just like that) using coke like three weeks ago, without even thinking about it. sure it becomes a part of your daily life, a routine, and dopamine is an addictive thing, but i think anyone really has the mind power to get over that, and if us three teenagers can quit just like that, (and believe me we were heavy into it) then i believe anyone can.
my theory, is the more you think you're dependent on the drug, the more you will be, cause you may have mood swings a couple weeks after you stop, but other than that there are things far more enjoyable you can do to take your mind off it. (unless you love it just that much, which i really don't see a reason to.)
if you're going to do drugs, be smart and be in control. never let a drug control you, cause after all it is only a chemical.
the whole time i did it, i didn't HAVE to do it. i wanted to do it, and i did cause it was there but i never craved the drug or thought it was the greatest thing around, nor did my boyfriend and friends who did it with us. (and if you're questioning the quality, don't. we got good stuff.)
so we couldn't help but question the addictive nature of this drug that people are so afraid of.
we stopped (stopped just like that) using coke like three weeks ago, without even thinking about it. sure it becomes a part of your daily life, a routine, and dopamine is an addictive thing, but i think anyone really has the mind power to get over that, and if us three teenagers can quit just like that, (and believe me we were heavy into it) then i believe anyone can.
my theory, is the more you think you're dependent on the drug, the more you will be, cause you may have mood swings a couple weeks after you stop, but other than that there are things far more enjoyable you can do to take your mind off it. (unless you love it just that much, which i really don't see a reason to.)
if you're going to do drugs, be smart and be in control. never let a drug control you, cause after all it is only a chemical.