advice needed

[weppywillow123]

hi new i ben 2 wks did on my own . i dont get im still sick and its gettin imposible to cope . cant sleep crammps sweats . when i was younger it never lasted this long . does anyone have any advice my willpwer gettin weaker i have 2 kids and they need me . i dont want this no more . i pray always please help. when will it stop

[jimberan]

I think that you should go and visit your nearest drug counselor as soon as possible. They can help you set up a drug treatment program.

[britjojo]

I agree that for the sake of your children, you need help. You obviously cannot do this alone or else you would not be posting here. But truthfully, this is beyond the reaches of a group of strangers online. I wish you luck.

[weppywillow123]

your right , i thought of that as soon as i get my strenght im there . cant do it alone my oldest daughter 22 is great support . and forgives me because she knows i try . she only wants my honesty she lost her dad at 3 . im proud of her and if i dont change my ways i just might loose her one day . she might give up on me and i coundnt live with that . i gues she sees the good in me . im a lucky women and she needs me even though shes 22 . my 14 is at a point in her life where i need to keep that watch fulll eye . she likes the boys and is a hand full . then my husband my goal in life is to be a gggd mother and wife. and i cant do it on drugs . iwant my life back i just wait every day wondering will i wake up not sic today . i thank yous for acceptin me and your advice . ill keeep yous informed.

[britjojo]

Thank you. I'd like to hear how you do.

You are completely right that your 22 year old will only stick by you for so long. Even children, as much as they love us, will get tired in the end. The love will not go but they will decide that they cannot watch us hurt ourselves anymore.

And yes, at 14 your child REALLY needs you.

[jimberan]

If you need any friends or help then please do let us know. I am sure that many of the members here including myself will be more then happy to help you.

[mtajim]

I think you should consult your doctors , once for sake of your children you have to go throught medical checkups.

[QuietLunatic]

It is not something you'll be able to do on your own and getting yourself some professional help is essential. Good luck in becoming the person you know you are inside.

[mtajim]

Sometimes you need to do things which you might not like but still for sake of your children you must do it