geeked
06-13-2007, 03:09 PM
my cocaine background: I binge like crazy. eight balls can easily be consumed all alone, in a hotel room, in less than 12 hours. For two years I have been struggling. The drug is destroying my family, job, my physical well-being and on and on...
I found something thet helps: writing it down. after my last nasty, nasty binge I began writing down my thoughts and feelings. not structure, just a free flow of thoughts.
having this 'tool' to beat my addiction has really helped a lot. it's easy to let coke mangle your brain into believing you can handle it ...but you can't lie to yourself as easily when your coke experiences and feelings are written down right in front of you.
my "kick coke" experience blog is here:
geeked cokehead (http://geekedcokehead.blogspot.com/)
I suggest you try writing one for yourself. it just might help. it's helping me stay REAL
I found something thet helps: writing it down. after my last nasty, nasty binge I began writing down my thoughts and feelings. not structure, just a free flow of thoughts.
having this 'tool' to beat my addiction has really helped a lot. it's easy to let coke mangle your brain into believing you can handle it ...but you can't lie to yourself as easily when your coke experiences and feelings are written down right in front of you.
my "kick coke" experience blog is here:
geeked cokehead (http://geekedcokehead.blogspot.com/)
I suggest you try writing one for yourself. it just might help. it's helping me stay REAL