Diary of a Cannabis addict

[gttr]

I will post an honest diary of my thoughts and feelings while i attempt to stop smoking cannabis. I will do this as a reminder as to why i stopped smoking and hope it will help others.

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A few background facts about me. I am 23 now

I smoked cigarettes from 8-10 then stopped; then started again around the time i turned 14.

Started smoking high grade marijuana ((strong amsterdam type) since i was 14 as well. I found i was constantly smoking and spending all my money getting high by the time i was 16. It messed with my exams hard but i managed to pass and do my a-levels.


Used heroin for about a month (quite heavily cos i came across a £350 stash
for free and no one knew about it and still do this day no on knows about it (using and finding the stash i mean)).
This was when i was 18.
When the stash was done i realised how seriously it affected me and vowed never to buy it, or use it again no matter what. Luckily i never did although it did cross my mind the once (but the reminder of the constipation it causes put me off it)

After that month my cannabis addiction really took another turn, i was literally getting high 24/7, every woken moment was spent either getting high or thinking about being high. Which i still do to this day.


Trust me when i say i am proper addictd and it has to stop no matter what so my online journal will start from tomorrow from when i really start fiending.

On recommendation of a majority of sources they said i should set aside a time for my last ever cigarette so i'm gonna smoke my last few joints tonight and my last cigarette before i go sleep.

PS. how much do i smoke in a day?

well about 2 grams is enough to stop me from fiending and mellows me but i normally smoke about 4 grams nearly every day. And you have to also bear in mind that i only smoke the really strong strains. One day without it results in a mad rage and non stop sweating bouts; Literally, like a proper flu.



I HOPE MY THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ARE USEFUL FOR ANYONE READING THIS AND WISH ME LUCK LOL. I GUESS ONLY TIME WILL TELL IF I CAN MAKE IT THIS TIME

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[gttr]

Ye i know i was meant to stop a month and a week ago but i let myself down, I would've been done by now. Spent today with the worst headache ever. and i know for a fact it was cos my sinuses were swollen from all the weed smoke and i still carried on smoking but didn't like it one bit. It's gone a bit better now but i'm totally exhausted and hate feeling this tired all the time. Going sleep soon after i smoke this last joint. Hopefully wake up tomorrow and just chill and try to stop smoking. Update to come tomorrorow.

[jimberan]

Hi dude,

Thanks for your post. It certainly was a very interesting read.

[Noxic]

Wow. That was a good read, its amazing how people think you can't get addicted to cannabis, but you can still get hooked mentally.

[MHJ]

Good luck on your endeavors. You should look to promote a cool blog on the subject and I am sure it will get a number of regular readers