Don't feel good

[lost cause69]

I am or was a Heroin user of 20yrs,although i haven't had a habit since Aug 06
The last time i used was for medicinal purposes when i had the flu at Xmas.
So really it's about 19 yrs,doesn't really matter even that's too bloody long.
I was perusing the net as one does when he forgets to pick his script up yesterday,and wakes up at stupid o clock feeling ruff,and saw this forum.
They're gonna make me walk 4 miles to pick up a piece of paper (script)
so i can have 2 days worth till i pick up Friday.
How dumb is that?
Still i started on 90ml down to 30ml,wanna be of by Summer.



P.S. Tried tweaking with my profile avatar etc,won't let me put one on.
Any chance of a bit of assistance pls?


Well i've rang the pharmacy and guess what,no common sense doesn't prevail in England any more,the country's run by twats in suits who know shit about common sense.
Why's it called common sense? it's not common.
Everythings done in triplicate no industry any more here just beaureaucratic bollox wankers in suits.
My incentive for getting clean is pure and simple get the f**k out while the going's good.

[lost cause69]

Well after waiting what seemed like forever my new keyworker bless her drove the 8 mile round trip to drop off a fresh script.
My pharmacist sorted it all out because i phoned em and some drone answered,i told him of my predicament,and you could hear it in his voice,he couldn't care less,promised to ring me back,and didn't.
They've got pricks like that working in what's supposed to be health care.
So i asked his name,and on my next appt im going to either tell him to get a different job cos he's useless at that one,or i'll file a complaint for all the good it'll do.
Fair enough it's my fault for forgetting to pick it up,but i still deserve respect.
Anyway enough of that crap,i feel better,and it's given me more resolve to get off the meth as quickly as poss.
Many thanx to my keyworker and the Pharmacist who despite my disdain for most people,give me faith that there are a few good people out there.