Methadone.

[lost cause69]

I've been on this crap for nearly 5 yrs,down to 30 ml from 90 had to go up again cos i just can't function properly to 40ml i find it so hard to reduce in the winter so bloody cold and horrible and ropey if i try,borderline suicidal.
This is some fucked up repugnant shit,wished i'd gone cold turkey,it would of taken a week max.
You know part of me would love to die in my sleep,a luxury few people are afforded.
Im just white knuckling it at the moment.
Don't really know or care if people are reading this crap im typing,it's just a record,hopefully i'll look back on this next yr and laugh at myself.
I certainly don't feel like laughing now.

P.S. Did people know this shit was invented by the Nazis in the 1930's it was originally called Adolphine?

[maybe]

actually, the nazi's didn't invent it. the bayer company did. good try though.

have you tried subutex/suboxone instead of methadone?

[sagwa2008]

they usu. know what they r doing there. it helped me. and right it is nazi. also try to see a doctor or go to the hospital for suboxone treatment. it doesnt have withdrawal side effects as methadone. an old junkie told me that if you try methadone you will be addicted for life. good luck

[WitchTownbum]

Hah i just read that today myself that nazis invented it.weird. You've probably already been asked a dozen times but how do you feel about suboxone?

[0507 81]

how would you do with vivatrol its shot wonts a month its an opiate blooker