FZR1000
03-17-2008, 04:50 AM
Three (3) Crushed, one Broken vertabrae 12 yr ago, Night of incident, Endone 5mg x 2 T.D.S... in a considerably SHORT space of time it went to Endone AND MSContin 30,..little later up to 60mg MSContin, Then 90, 100, 130, CURRENTLY 160 mg MSContin T.D.S. (Three times a day) OH ! that INCLUDES up to 4-6 Endone a day for breakthrough pain.AND Hypnodorm to sleep if I feel the pills wont work on the pain level, and, after so long I CAN tell when this is so, ..
I now have a 24 hr carer as the pain gets so intense I really DON'T WANT TO BE HERE. ..Lot of times I cant even wipe my arse, or bath/take a leak,get into or out of bed, I have developed short tertm memory loss, mood swings (Not & NEVER have been Violent) ..lost all my (so called) friends, theres just me & my carer.
I am just sick of the drugs AND the pain, BUT, I'm still here ???
Must be 'cause I'm a Religious, Practising, DEVOTED Coward :):)
Is there ANYONE that can suggest ANYTHING ??
Zee
I now have a 24 hr carer as the pain gets so intense I really DON'T WANT TO BE HERE. ..Lot of times I cant even wipe my arse, or bath/take a leak,get into or out of bed, I have developed short tertm memory loss, mood swings (Not & NEVER have been Violent) ..lost all my (so called) friends, theres just me & my carer.
I am just sick of the drugs AND the pain, BUT, I'm still here ???
Must be 'cause I'm a Religious, Practising, DEVOTED Coward :):)
Is there ANYONE that can suggest ANYTHING ??
Zee