addicted

[nichii]

iv smoked pot everyday for the last 8 years and the thought of not having it freaks the hell out of me. i cant go on holidays abroad unless its to bloody amstadam or places where i most defently can pick up a draw, i f not then i cant bring myself to do it. its effecting my moods, i have from one end of the scale to the other mood swings. everything angers me unless i have had a joint. i just dont no what to do anymore everythings an effort i cant remmeber shit, i get soooo depressed, its like my life is ruled by this plant! does anyone know what the doctor can actualy do??????????????????? appart from sending you to drug councelors and rubbish like that, that doesnt actualy work... or i know it wouldnt work on me anyway.


all my friends know that im a pot head but they just think that its funny, most of them are too tho. some even have worse adictions, wich makes me almost forget my own and sit and think to myslef ' least im not like that, skag head' but thinkin about it im just as bad as them really aint i??
i cant believe im addicted to some shitty chemicaly enhanced herb, and how i let it get this far gone..... god no's... any advice would be nice peeps

[tonys76]

It definately sounds like an addiction, but don't try to rationalize your continued smoking because your friends are smoking. I would suggest to start curbing the smoking over a period of weeks, reducing your THC intake until you go to none.

That's my suggestion, good luck man!