AKN
04-08-2008, 06:13 PM
I've been trying to quit for so long now it's become almost a routine. I say this is the last time, smoking the last of my supply, then throw all my smoking supplies out. Only to be walking down the same street to buy a day or two later. Politically and all I'm for it being legal, but having lived in a place where it's not legal but very easy to get. But, for me personally, it's been a curse. I wish i had to make more of an effort to get it. I get discouraged so quickly. I managed it for a month a few years ago, but the serious insomnia and the intense dreams in the few hours i did sleep. It's hard for me to imagine what will be different abou the time i really quit, then when I do i fear it will be because i did something stoned and stupid that ends up being dangerous.
I'm not sure there's a clear point to this post, but it looked like there were some people who really have quit or are sincerely trying. So wanted to participate, never know what will help.
I'm not sure there's a clear point to this post, but it looked like there were some people who really have quit or are sincerely trying. So wanted to participate, never know what will help.